Give me one of my own stories, and a time at some point after the end of the story or before the story started, and I'll write you at least 100 words of what happened then, whether it's five minutes before the story begins or ten years in the future.
/hugs ♥ it'll probably be another couple of months at least of severe hormone bs (which means lots of migraines and insomnia, etc etc. HORMONES, WHY YOU FUCK WITH BODIES SO MUCH?) but the hope is that the end result of some of the new supplements i'm taking (which is why the hormone stuff is going a bit crazy, we're trying to shift/balance things) will, you know, help my body regulate itself -- which should help with the POTS (which is basically something that can happen when your body's not self regulating properly, since it has to do with your blood not flowing correctly/your autonomic nervous system messing up) and help with the hormones, which in return should put my body in a better position to deal with the CFIDS, which should hopefully eventually, you know, put me in a much healthier place.
BUT THAT IS ALL QUITE IN THE FUTURE RIGHT NOW, and my hope's a bit shoddy, seeing as it's been two severely ill years and things have yet to be sorted. but;; if everything goes as planned, those're the goals. (and it was so very fascinating to do! i still have a lot of minor characters to add, but i don't want to like, overwhelm people who ...you know, aren't as obsessive about that stuff as i am? lmfao. and ugh, it was really so very, very heartbreaking. i had no information on oswalt from TP other than his name, so i literally just started going through the marine corp casualty lists looking for his name to see where he'd come from, and, ugh. california, in particular? has like, over a hundred pages. just, the sheer amount of people killed is insane, and really gets driven home when you're looking at this list with addresses of family members to inform. :/ but as a whole, the project was so much fun;; idk, i actually really, really adore research like this.)
;;take care of yourself/take time for yourself as often as you can, sweetheart. (and ugh, yeah, well, the work stress/stress in general can definitely have an impact on anxieties, so i can totally see how that would be affecting things, which really sucks. i'm glad you're looking into things -- anything that could help you feel better/make coping easier is so worth it, you know?;; ) and /cries. WHILE I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE SAYING THAT, being a robot actually sounds rather unpleasant and lonely to me ):' /smush.
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BUT THAT IS ALL QUITE IN THE FUTURE RIGHT NOW, and my hope's a bit shoddy, seeing as it's been two severely ill years and things have yet to be sorted. but;; if everything goes as planned, those're the goals. (and it was so very fascinating to do! i still have a lot of minor characters to add, but i don't want to like, overwhelm people who ...you know, aren't as obsessive about that stuff as i am? lmfao.
and ugh, it was really so very, very heartbreaking. i had no information on oswalt from TP other than his name, so i literally just started going through the marine corp casualty lists looking for his name to see where he'd come from, and, ugh. california, in particular? has like, over a hundred pages. just, the sheer amount of people killed is insane, and really gets driven home when you're looking at this list with addresses of family members to inform. :/but as a whole, the project was so much fun;; idk, i actually really, really adore research like this.);;take care of yourself/take time for yourself as often as you can, sweetheart. (and ugh, yeah, well, the work stress/stress in general can definitely have an impact on anxieties, so i can totally see how that would be affecting things, which really sucks. i'm glad you're looking into things -- anything that could help you feel better/make coping easier is so worth it, you know?;; ) and /cries. WHILE I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE SAYING THAT, being a robot actually sounds rather unpleasant and lonely to me ):' /smush.