[mix] soldier boys - winters/nix

[epiphanies]

Soldier Boys.
                   a winters/nixon mix.

the snow on my lenses distorting the image of what was only one of you, and i didn't know which to address as your lips moved.

a/n: due to 'a thread cut with a carving knife', i've been wanting to make a winters/nix mix for a bit now, and finally got around to finishing one! this is, um, the angsty!nix pov version (I PROMISE SOMEDAY THERE WILL BE A LESS ANGSTY, MORE SAPPY WINTERS!POV VERSION WITH SMTH LIKE THE WALLFLOWER'S 'CLOSER TO YOU' IN IT, in the future!)